英语翻译as we get older,the season almost brings a pain to a lit

英语翻译
as we get older,the season almost brings a pain to a little place in our hearts.the worst was the year after my grandpa had died.we could not go to their house to celebrate the holiday any more.instead,we just had a get-together in our house.now when i think back to it,i miss the special gifts my grandfather gave me for christmas.i even miss him calling me 'JESSIE",even though i can not stand when people call me that.