英语翻译As I passed through a stormy adolescence to a stormy mat

英语翻译
As I passed through a stormy adolescence to a stormy maturity,femininity inscreasingly became an exasperation,a brilliant,a subtle ethetic that was baffingly in consistent at the same time that it was minutely,demandingly concrete,a rigid code of appearance and behavior defined by do's and don't-do's that went against my rebellious grain.Femininity was a challenge thrown down to the female sex,a challlenge no proud,self-respecting young woman could afford to ignore,particularly one with enormous ambition that she nursed in secret,alternately feeding or starving its inchoate liffe in tremendous confusion.