英语翻译Having been feeling down and unhappy with my marriage,I

英语翻译
Having been feeling down and unhappy with my marriage,I spent the week not being very nice to anyone in my family.I felt that I was distancing myself from the people that were not the root of my anger.Those little people with sweet innocent eyes wondered why Mommy was only going through the motions,and why there was no love in her actions.I even pushed my daughter away as she tried to hug me.
For years I had said that having dinner as a family was important,but during this time of heartache that I was experiencing I just couldn’t bring myself to be with them.I began to dislike them.It would be so easy to change my life without having them to think about.How many times had I heard that I needed to do what was best for the kids?Did nobody care about what was best for me?
Then I watched a show on TV that made me realize what I was doing to these poor kids.I needed to take control of my own life,not only for myself but for my kids too.
That night I went to sleep with calm thoughts in my head .The problems with my marriage had not been resolved,but the issues I had with myself had .I knew what I had to do to make my life better and my children’s too.
The next morning after eating breakfast with my three wonderful kids,my middle son who was five years old put his arms around me and said,“Hey,Mom ,you’re really being nice to us today.” What could I say to that tiny face to take away all the pain that I had caused?I looked at his beautiful blue eyes and told him that Mommy hadn’t been very happy lately and that I was sorry that I was not being nice.