英语翻译I appear and all don't hnow every day how crossed.I don'

英语翻译
I appear and all don't hnow every day how crossed.
I don't hnow to be people's tiredness still tired.
I just think me am not happy!It seem that the heart was managed to find time to.
Did i lose my happiness?Who can that help me find back?
Thought it self is very good but find as a matter of is not.
Really very much before cherishing the memory of simple easy life!
NO longer have any hurt and be one's turn many good.
NO matter i hurt others still others hurt me all so painful
In the world,have after all everlastig love i sought is to the friendship?
Perhaps i all don't believes myself!
I am really very painful and very uncomfortable!
I am this to hate,breath s think difficult feeling.
What with the object of?concrete i don't honws either.
Want to cry very much ,but have not!because is used to hiding the sadness!
It is whoever who said,the more understand the man who laugh,the more understand the sadness!
IN me by my sides people,all stoped leaving me!