《你不懂我,我不怪你》这首诗的英文版

i don't blame on you that you don't understand me.
every one has a death angle in himself,i put the deepest secret there.i cannot go outside while no one can go inside.
every one has a wound,i bury the red blood there.sometimes deep and sometimes shallow,feel like no existence when covered cloth.
every one has an experience of love,i hide my hottest mood there.use power and heart,moved and sad.
every one has a line of tears,i collect the sad humiliation there.drink cold water and turn out to be the hot tears.
every one has a word of love,i use the most wonderful language there.Nervous,upset while full of sincere and bravity.
maybe i am too able to hide myself.
maybe i comfort myself too much
maybe in your eyes i can take care of myself a lot.
you think selfishly that i can recover soon.
no love,no blam.
you never see the moment i love you the most.because i love you the most when i cannot see you.
you never see the moment i am lonely.because i am lonely only when you cannot see me.
you cannot understand me, i will not blame you.