英语翻译I real discover oneself with nervousness not any differe

英语翻译
I real discover oneself with nervousness not any difference~
My day~
Today lets me see to a shocking thing~
How said~
Perhaps I am not very happy~
But is self-confident or some~
Perhaps my real deceit some friends.
But I really am not intentionally.
Really does not dare to imagine them if had know what really meets isreflected.
Perhaps for a lifetime all could not manage me.
Now only could walk step calculates step.
Said the sound sorry...
Also when peace same~
Only was many worrying which some went lookingfor trouble.
我想回答:出了什么事?
应该怎么说啊
能帮看下这段文有语病吗?,
-_-///四楼你给的是啥啊.....不会让我拿GOOGLE的翻译软件翻吧....那玩意儿弄不准....